Sometimes love can make your life go turning;
Fees like your in cloud nine or heaven.
It gives you a sense of being special,
that makes your heart beats fast like in "Drum Line".

You never really know what to do or want.
It's just a pop-up game when you're with him.
You really doesn't know what you're going to say.
You act like crazy when you are together.

It's a breath taking moment when you see him,
feels like he's taking your oxygen away.
It makes you smile just by looking at him.
AH! He's in my system!! Do I hate it??

It happened so fast and end so quickly.
I can not get over through everything.
It just blows my mind each time I recall,
To all those things that we shared together.

He is my first in everything romantic.
He's the first guy I blurted my true feelings,
The first guy who gave me a great big hug.
And the only guy that I gave my first kiss.

Reminiscing is a painful thing to do.
Specially when you know where his heart now.
Moving on is my one and only option;
But it's not that easy to do.

In order for one person to move on,
You must first know how to let go.
Letting him go is so hard for me to do.
I just love him so much, he's special.

Seeing him now is too painful to bear.
Looking at his girl makes me sob in pain.
It's a complicated situation; it's life, undeniably.
It's a bitter sweet ending of a love story.
That has no story at all, I guess.

However, I had to. I had to let go.
I know its just too difficult to handle,
But I know later on I can succeed with it.
I just want him to be happy even though,
I am not with it. I just want my SMILE back.