I think I'm confused. I really don't know what i am feeling right now. Here's the story, for almost a year now I've been thinking about a particular guy, for some reasons and some of them is that one of my friend has a feelings for him. Even at work she showed how much she love him by holding his hands and kissing him on the cheeks!! Now how is that? Unprofessional? I really don't know, maybe when it comes to love, you just don't mind what others think or say. Back to i was saying, I've been observing him for all those months and trying to decipher what my friend really likes about him, and later did i know my super closest friends has a feeling for him too (well that was before). So, for almost a year i found out why most girls have have feelings for him. He is really a gentleman, kind hearted, and respectful but even so he has some bad side of him too that when i imagine it, i cant help myself but laugh. He is like a kid in a mature kind of way (i think you get what i mean). And just lately I've found put that he already resigned from the institution and he is flying away to a very far place.

When I've heard about his resignation, i really don't know that its that instant or maybe he just didn't want to spread it. Even so he is going to some place and i cant help myself believing that i can't see him anymore. His super laughing out laud i will surely miss. The way he teases me of how big my appetite is and how i miss the way i act when I'm around him, not totally looking at him, how weird is that?? What is really about this feeling of mine is when i know that he is leaving, a song immediately pop up to my mind; and that is "goodbye to love by the carpenters". That is really wierd. I dont even have a slightiest feelings for him, i guess.

Oh, well, what the pig! Im still confused over this. So, i guess this would be "good bye to love" then. Arrrggh!! What the pig!!